Respond to : Earworm

Worm…what coincident!I just took a tablet to deworm today.I can’t remember when the last time I took the pill.Because reading about worm lately give me a trauma so I just took one today.After this will maintain eat coconut drink,pumpkin seed for natural treatment.

I watched He  and I like the movie.I would say,it is so typical for people to be positive about person that they loved while actually not.

“He didn’t call me for long time.Ohh..maybe he lost my number.”

But end up,he is really healthy,got your phone number but you ‘re not in his priority list.To accept that people doesn’t like us especially when they used to treat us good it’s very difficult.I think it is normal disease for women including me.

I like a statement by Mary.It make me missed how people get connected during old times.

I had this guy leave me a voice mail at work so I called him at home and then he e-mailed me to my Blackberry and so I texted to his cell and then he e-mailed me to my home account and the whole thing just got out of control. And I miss the days when you had one phone number and one answering machine and that one answering machine has one cassette tape and that one cassette tape either had a message from a guy or it didn’t. And now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It’s exhausting.

I watch this movie several times until now.Anyone watch this?How do you think about it?



Now is all I have

Respond to Daily Prompt : Now

Yesterday I am craving over cheese.I ate cheese spread with biscuit.Last nite,I cried.I feel down–today morning during shower then I saw ahh Red Flag.No wonder I got mood swing.

So I had *Bengkang Keju  with latte  during lunch then for tea time I bought soft cheese cake and shared it with my friends.It is nice feeling when I distribute the small cheese cake and people come to my place just to have chat where I bought it,got other shop blah blah.I like that type of feeling.

So now..I am writing for Daily Prompt which I left quite some times.I still at my office =) . I am not productive lately and same goes with my colleagues here.Why?

It’s holiday season.Today morning I didn’t receive any email from US team–arrhhgghh they are busy decorating Christmas tree =)

I am Muslim so I don’t celebrate Christmas  but I enjoy exchange gift because it is time when all people officially give gift and a lot of discount stuff.I loves to see peoples how they’re wishing,thinking about old times ,how they celebrate it.Festival season is when we want to be close to our family, our loved one.We busy preparing the food, the gift etc.All the process seem like small stuff like I always discussing the food,new  clothes theme –it sound so miscellaneous but actually it FULL OF LOVE.I keep greeting them ‘Happy holiday’, ‘Please be safe’,’Take care’,’Stay healthy’ and it is so peaceful to see peoples smiling and joking around.

I always so worry about future, sad about yesterday but I always forgot about today.Today is my cheese day.Lunch , TeaTime and high possibility I will eat cheese for Dinner.

The music box and food container , I got it from exchange gift.


Bengkang/Bingka : Type of Malay cake.Can be made from flour,corn,tapioca etc.

Keju:Malay word for CHEESE.



Now is all I have

Sometimes I think that it’s better to never ask why

Sometimes I think that it’s better to never ask why because most of the time I didn’t get the answer.And I  ended up wasting my time on wondering the answer that’s not meant for me to know now.

This is not only happening in my life,but I believe also happen to you.We keep wondering the reason why it happened to us not others.We feel weak,we feel worst but at last we’re the most suitable person to play the character.

Sometimes I decide on something that I have no idea what the consequences, but if I do not take any decision I feel empty. It feel that I just breathing in this life,my story does not have climax and not interesting at all.I never feel being loved, also not sure I have been in love before.When I hold a pen and want to write about my life,I feel I don’t have one.

Although routine is good,but  I don’t think that I am able to be patient with the same routine everyday.I need to go out and explore and see the world and feel it no matter on what reason.

I hope I can start writing my life soon and inspired others.I hope I will have a deed that I can bring to die and also it will help me to enter Heaven.

But no matter how blank I am,I got to get up and try.If not,my story will remain unknown.

The song titled Try by Pink.The chorus keep playing in my head.Bye.

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone’s bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn’t mean you’re gonna die
You’ve gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Can’t Drive 55.”



I feel down about my salary.Someone just updated status regarding his salary and bragging about it.

“Humm..maybe my heart not clean enough.I feel down while someone just be thankful they earned much.”
Still I feel down,due to economy crisis and my dream to travel seem fading.

“He definitely wanted to show off.”


“He know he earned much and not everyone earned that much.What point to state his salary ?There a lot of way to be thankful but not by stating the number.”

Suddenly it sooth my heart.If I gain that much,I hope I can maintain like now…keep my salary to myself.

I am lazy to write,so nah a sketch.


In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Mountaintops and Valleys.”


You are created for the best

Today is Malaysia Day.I spent my day at my hometown.The air is fresher than Penang .

I went out for jogging around my village.It’s been long time I haven’t round my village.I am not dare to jog alone because I scare I might bump  with wild animals especially boar.Last time it always come to our backyard,so it might be hovering around the village in early morning because this  animal quite active at night.

My sister in law offered to accompany me and surprisingly his husband also ready with bicycle.I am grateful to be accompanied by this couple.

We saw a lot of thing,and it is not scary as i thought because a lot of peoples already awake to  start their routine.So next time,I can go by myself.=)

When we reached home,my mom already prepared cucur jagung kucai.Uhmmm… sedapnya.

Now I m back to Penang,it’s just rain.Hopefully fresher air for tomorrow.While a lot af bad things happening , a lot of good things also happening.I guess, all was well with the world. =)

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “No Cliffhangers.”


21 DAYS SIC -DAY 13: I decided

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Most of the time I followed my own instinct during decision making.

Today is independent day,and my friend visited me.So I brought her exploring Penang.

Actually I haven’t finish exploring Penang yet,so this is my time.

I just decided that I need to improve myself to be a better citizen.There thing that I lack right now-READING.

Compared to my childhood time,I read a lot.So I should start to read at least a book a month now.

I will do it . Actually there a lot of thing I want to do,but let’s start with something simple.

Selamat Merdeka Malaysia.Saya sayang anda,saya akan ubah diri saya untuk anda.Mungkin cara saya tidak sebesar orang lain,tapi saya akan jadi warganegara Malaysia yang suka membaca dan positif.


In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Decisions, Decisions.”


21 DAYS SIC -DAY 12: Forever Young

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If there were a real Fountain of Youth, would you drink the water?


I don’t mind aging till 1000 years if I got 21 years old face and body.=”)

But, still the most attractive about someone is not their youth but their SMILE.Do you think so?



In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Forever Young.”

21 DAYS SIC -DAY 12: Forever Young